Wedding Bells

I watched Bride Wars with Karen and Abby tonight. It was amazing, of course. I've seen it about four or five times, and I cry every time. It's brilliant. It has the perfect ending. Yay for friend's brothers.

I would love to be a wedding planner. I think I'd make a good one, considering I'm way more into other people's relationships and love stories than I am my own. Also, I'm a detail-freak, and every thing must be done to the best of my ability. And of course, it's all about the love.

I haven't decided if I'm going to get married yet. I love to hear love stories and write about them, but when something's happening to me, it seems super cheesy and annoying to my gag reflex. I'm just not sure yet.

But I will definitely plan a wedding. Some day.

Most Embarrassing Sappy Moments

I'll admit that I am a total romantic sap. But not only am I a romantic sap, I'm just a sap in general. I cry at the most ridiculous times, such as:

-When Abby's man Mark drove down the driveway to start his long trek home to Scotland. I cried before she did. Who does that?

-While watching Pocahontas at age 17 and 3/4. That's way too old to be sobbing because of a Disney movie.

-While seeing my ambassadors do their Outstanding Cheer during the closing ceremonies of HOBY. They were acting obnoxious. You'd think I wouldn't mind getting rid of them.

-While watching A Wedding Story on TLC.

When all of the monumental occasions of my life occur, such as graduation, first day of college, a proposal, and my wedding day, I am probably going to fall apart.

It's so embarrassing.

Confession

I want to be a writer.

My dad has been telling me from an early age to be an engineer or a doctor. I've changed my mind on careers a thousand times to please him and my mom. Finally, this year, we decided on music therapy. It was like a truce.

But I really, truly, desperately want to be a writer.

I know that I can write on the side. I know I can do a million things I want to do on the side, like write and take pictures and sing and plan weddings.

But writing is just what I do. I think that it could be something I do for the rest of my life.

It's kind of what I've done for myself since forever.