Ok. I'll admit it.
I HAVE A CRUSH ON HIM!
And you know...I'm finally ok with it. Sure, it will probably amount to nothing, but for once, I'm ok with that. Simply having a crush and having something and someone to look forward to is extremely nice. As long as I go into this knowing that it won't turn out how I'm hoping, then I will be ok.
And I leave for vacation in four days. I will then have approximately two weeks to get over this silly infatuation and start fresh for the new year.
It's all going to be just fine.
For once, I am not going to hide or run from my feelings.
It's about time I let go a little bit.