Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Remainder: 23

Hey everyone.

I ended up absolutely loving Belmont University. And Nashville. That's now my top choice for schools, and I already know exactly what I'd like to major in. It's so weird to have gone for months and months floundering around with no clue what to do with myself and now having it all figured out, or mostly. Way cool feeling. I'm so thankful to God for finally letting me know what my future should be. I've been waiting for a long time.

Recently, I have two things stuck in my head. They just won't go away. They're there when I eat, dance, sing, read, sleep, and write - especially write.

The first thing will be taken care of in 23 days. I'm on countdown, and I hate it. I'm the type of person who takes everything way out of proportion, getting excited or sad about the smallest thing. Resting everything I have on one single day, like I'm doing now, usually gives me really horrible results. I'm trying not to be a total basketcase.

The second thing is John Keats. He won't leave me alone! I finally watched Bright Star, and of course, I started crying 30 minutes into the movie. I have his poem book, and all of the romantic letters he wrote to Fanny Brawn - and I read them all the time. I read them every single day. I just can't stop thinking about them. I don't know what to do with myself.

That's about all I have for you. I'm obsessed. Story of my life.


  1. Belmont is a great university! That's on my list as well (only I'd be transferring there in a year or two). Hmm... haven't seen "Bright Star." Maybe I should.

  2. Yeah, I'm really excited about it! Where do you go now? And's a definite must-see. Just be careful. It's easy to get obsessed if you go on the websites and read the poems/letters and are pretty much in psycho-mode like how I'm feeling lately lol.